You left your keys on the mat
Like you still lived here
I fed your plants for a week
Then I let them disappear
Your hoodie smells like lies
And cheap cologne
I found my name in your drawer
Next to a broken phone
Now I see it clear
You were never home
Just a moving mouth
With a heart of stone
I hate how you smile
I hate your goodbye
I hate that I loved you
Now I know why
Ash in my phone
Dust on my pride
I hate how you smile
I hate your goodbye
You liked to take my laugh
And wear it like a ring
Then you’d vanish for days
Like that meant everything
You said I was “too much”
When I asked for truth
Funny how the blame
Always dressed like you
Now I see it clear
You were never home
Just a moving mouth
With a heart of stone
I hate how you smile
I hate your goodbye
I hate that I loved you
Now I know why
Ash in my phone
Dust on my pride
I hate how you smile
I hate your goodbye
Take your little jokes
Take your practiced face
I’m done being your alibi
Done saving space
You can keep my texts
And the songs we stole
I got my name back
I got my soul
I hate how you smile
I hate your goodbye
I hate that I loved you
Now I know why
Ash in my phone
Dust on my pride
I hate how you smile
I hate your goodbye